Chapter-a-Day Job 38

Oops. "Why do you confuse the issue? Why do you talk without knowing what you're talking about?" Job 38:2 (MSG)

As a young man, I found myself as a guest at dinner table of V.I.P.s. The keynote at this dinner was a politician who was on the national stage and a was considered a serious contender for the White House should he think about running in the upcoming Presidential elections. At my table were a gaggle of his key aids and politically connected cohorts.

I like to think of myself as an intelligent person and I wanted to pretend that I belonged with this well connected and influential group.  I did my best to make conversation. I asked about the Senator's schedule and where else he was speaking. I asked about the Senator's thoughts on a potential run for the White House. I inquired about the Senator's views on certain political subjects. As the dinner went on, I got the distinct impression that something was wrong. The people at the table, the ones I desperately wanted to impress, were treating me like I was an idiot.

I was, in fact, an idiot. I later realized that the keynote was not a Senator but a member of the House of Representatives. With every question I asked about "the Senator" I declared my own basic ignorance. At a table full of political heavy hitters, I struck out several times over during the meal. I was clearly way out of my league.

When God finally answers Job and asks, "Why do you talk without knowing what you're talking about?" I had a flashback to that humiliating moment of realization. And yet, sometimes God uses our own discomfort and humiliation to teach us a valuable lesson or two.

Creative Commons photo courtesy of Flickr and marco40134

Chapter-a-Day Job 37

Climbing Babel. "Do you have any idea how God does it all, how he makes bright lightning from dark storms, How he piles up the cumulus clouds— all these miracle-wonders of a perfect Mind?" Job 37:15-16 (MSG)

In an age of science and humanism, it's easy to lose the wonder and mystery of almighty God. Many centuries after Elihu made his ancient plea to Job I found myself uttering "yes" to some of his questions. We have come to understand much of how lightning and cumulus clouds are formed. We've unlocked many of the mysteries of nature. We've put men on the moon. We've peered into the depths of the universe. We've even begun to recreate life through cloning. People are freezing their bodies in anticipation of a time when science will redeem their bodies from the grave. We've been told that nothing is impossible for human science given enough time and funding.

And yet, there is so much that we don't understand. There is so much at the core of life that eludes us. There are so many theories that are introduced as fact. No wonder so many despair.

We've rebuilt Babel with DNA strands, test tubes and CAT5 cable. We've touched the heavens. And, somewhere along the line, we lost our souls.

Creative Commons photo courtesy of Flickr and Frank de Kleine

Back to Reality

It was a leisurely drive home on Friday. We took Shay, eight months pregnant, in the car with us and promised to stop as many times as necessary to keep her comfortable. We stopped at the outlet mall in Osage to let the ladies shop and grab a brief bite. We made it home in the early evening.

It's been a cloudy, cool weekend. Wendy and I volunteered at the Costume Shop on Saturday morning and then spent Saturday afternoon grocery shopping and getting the household back in order. Taylor joined us for late afternoon movie on the DVD (Rachel Getting Married) and we made homemade pizza for a late dinner.

I'm directing video at church this morning and then we're going to attempt to catch the I-Cubs game this afternoon (if the rain will break off) to see Chicago Cub pitcher Rich Harden in a rehab start.

Vacation in the Ozarks: The Final Day

I wrote this on Friday morning, but it got saved as a "draft" instead of published:

Tom gets ready to ski

The house is stirring and in two hours time we will have three vehicles packed, loaded and headed for home. Yesterday was our final day at Table Rock Lake and we decided to make the most of it. After a big breakfast of blueberry pancakes, eggs, biscuits and sausage, we hit the lake early and spent the day in the sun.

It was a chilly morning ride on the boat as JP took us on an excursion to the dam and back. Eventually we opted to sit and swim in the sun for a couple of hours and eat a picnic lunch on the boat. The afternoon afforded everyone the opportunity for a ride on the tube or skis. Despite slathering on the sunscreen, we all seemed to return to shore as crispy critters.

Last night we headed to the Worman House for an elegant dinner together, and then came our last chance to relax together. Wendy and I played pool with the VLs. We called it a night early as everyone was tuckered from the day and needed a good night's rest before the long road home.

Jen and justin tubin it 060409 LR Seth nathan & tom on short Smokin hot 060409 LR Smoochin tube 060409 LR Tom on rope swing 060409 LR

Chapter-a-Day Job 36

"But those who learn from their suffering, God delivers from their suffering." Job 36:15 (MSG)

While on vacation this week with friends, the adults have been having purposed conversations about ourselves. We didn't want to waste the opportunity to spend a week together and not get to know one another better. One of the instruments used in kick-starting our conversation is the "If" book, a deceptively simple book of conversation questions that start with the word "if."

One of the questions that prompted the most intimate conversation among our group was "If you could choose one mistake in life to undo, what would it be?" A host of mistakes I've made on my life journey sprung to mind. Yet, as I pondered each one, I realized that for every major mistake I've made in life there is a corresponding life lesson that has served me well. I might want to undo the mistake, but I would never want to give back the wisdom I gained from suffering through the mistake and its' consequences.

Elihu provides a nugget of truth in alluding to the fact that there is purpose in our pain. When we purpose to learn from our mistakes and from the suffering we experience, we gain wisdom that keeps us from future grief.

Lazy Day

The crew on the Lazy River 060309 LR

Wednesday was cloudy and cool. We headed over to the pool and lazy river to float the morning away. This was the day that all of our vacationing sort of hit everyone like a 2 x 4. After lunch, everyone melted into a long nap. By the time we woke up, the weather was downright chilly. We still braved the elements to take a late afternoon boat ride.

Wendy's garlic lime chicken was the feast for the evening with margarita cake for dessert. Once the kids were down, the adults spent a long evening sitting around the fireplace and chatting.

Tom & Nathan VL on Lazy River 060309 LR

Chapter-a-Day Job 35

2008 12 31 Table Set for New Years LR "When times get bad, people cry out for help. They cry for relief from being kicked around, But never give God a thought when things go well, when God puts spontaneous songs in their hearts." Job 35:9-10 (MSG)

There are several snippets of God's message that I've committed to memory. Some, because I consciously chose to memorize them, and others because they just seemed to stick their on their own. One of the lines that just sort of stuck is this one: "When you have eaten and are satisfied, thank the Lord your God for the good land he has given you."

That little verse comes up almost every time I enjoy a good meal. This week, as my wife and I have been vacationing with friends, we've spent every evening at the table together. Three families enjoying great food, great wine, and amazing conversation together. In that moment when I feel the satisfaction of being full, when I sigh with contentment and stretch back from the table, then the verse comes popping out of my soul. "When you have eaten and are satisfied, thank the Lord your God for the good land he has given you."

I don't want to be like those Elihu describes in Job 35. I'd like to spend every day recognizing and thanking God for the good land, good family, good friends, good chuch, and good home He has given me.

Chapter-a-Day Job 35

2008 12 31 Table Set for New Years LR "When times get bad, people cry out for help. They cry for relief from being kicked around, But never give God a thought when things go well, when God puts spontaneous songs in their hearts." Job 35:9-10 (MSG)

There are several snippets of God's message that I've committed to memory. Some, because I consciously chose to memorize them, and others because they just seemed to stick their on their own. One of the lines that just sort of stuck is this one: "When you have eaten and are satisfied, thank the Lord your God for the good land he has given you."

That little verse comes up almost every time I enjoy a good meal. This week, as my wife and I have been vacationing with friends, we've spent every evening at the table together. Three families enjoying great food, great wine, and amazing conversation together. In that moment when I feel the satisfaction of being full, when I sigh with contentment and stretch back from the table, then the verse comes popping out of my soul. "When you have eaten and are satisfied, thank the Lord your God for the good land he has given you."

I don't want to be like those Elihu describes in Job 35. I'd like to spend every day recognizing and thanking God for the good land, good family, good friends, good chuch, and good home He has given me.

Fun in the Ozarks

Horseback riding @ big cedar 060209 LR

Monday was a quiet day for Wendy and me. The morning was punctuated by the JPs arrival and their getting settled in (including getting Justin's boat in the water). By the time that was accomplished, it was lunch time, then nap time. I had a killer headache, so Wendy and I stayed in to nap and read while the others went for an afternoon spin on the boat.

Yesterday, we headed over to the pool and lazy river for some water and sun. I sat in the innertube and floated along the lazy river reading the book Taylor gave me for Christmas. We grabbed sandwiches back at the house and peeked in on the French Open, then Wendy and I headed to the stables for a horseback ride. I haven't been on a horse for years, and it was a lot of fun – even if it was a fairly boring ride (no trotting, galloping or running – just a lazy, single-file walk through the woods).

The late afternoon was all fun in the lake. I tried skiing for the first time in many years (and have the soar muscles to prove it) and got up on the first try! We played on a rope swing and swam around the boat until we were all tired from sun and water and activity.

A nice evening of burgers on the grill, keeping our eye on the Cubs' game (they lost in extra innings), and a game of Apples-to-Apples. Got to bed late (1 a.m.) and were awakened before 7 a.m. by the pounding of two-year-old feet jumping and running on the floor above us.

Jen, Wendy & Shay @ Big Cedar 060209 LR Justin & Jarret @ Big Cedar 060209 LR Pasty white boys 060209 LR Skiing on Table Rock 060209 LR Tom on rope swing Table Rock Lake 060209 LR Wendy on Table Rock Lake 060209 LR Tom & wendy on Table Rock Lake 060209 LR

Fun in the Ozarks

Horseback riding @ big cedar 060209 LR

Monday was a quiet day for Wendy and me. The morning was punctuated by the JPs arrival and their getting settled in (including getting Justin's boat in the water). By the time that was accomplished, it was lunch time, then nap time. I had a killer headache, so Wendy and I stayed in to nap and read while the others went for an afternoon spin on the boat.

Yesterday, we headed over to the pool and lazy river for some water and sun. I sat in the innertube and floated along the lazy river reading the book Taylor gave me for Christmas. We grabbed sandwiches back at the house and peeked in on the French Open, then Wendy and I headed to the stables for a horseback ride. I haven't been on a horse for years, and it was a lot of fun – even if it was a fairly boring ride (no trotting, galloping or running – just a lazy, single-file walk through the woods).

The late afternoon was all fun in the lake. I tried skiing for the first time in many years (and have the soar muscles to prove it) and got up on the first try! We played on a rope swing and swam around the boat until we were all tired from sun and water and activity.

A nice evening of burgers on the grill, keeping our eye on the Cubs' game (they lost in extra innings), and a game of Apples-to-Apples. Got to bed late (1 a.m.) and were awakened before 7 a.m. by the pounding of two-year-old feet jumping and running on the floor above us.

Jen, Wendy & Shay @ Big Cedar 060209 LR Justin & Jarret @ Big Cedar 060209 LR Pasty white boys 060209 LR Skiing on Table Rock 060209 LR Tom on rope swing Table Rock Lake 060209 LR Wendy on Table Rock Lake 060209 LR Tom & wendy on Table Rock Lake 060209 LR