O Lord, you are so good, so ready to forgive,
so full of unfailing love for all who ask for your help.
Psalm 86:5 (NLT)
For the past week or so we’ve been reading lyrics of psalms penned by Asaph during a period of time when Jerusalem was under siege by Babylon and eventually captured and destroyed. In those lyrics I felt a sense of God being distant, almost like a stranger. They feel to me like a corporate national cry from afar to God of whom they’ve heard about but do not necessarily know intimately.
This morning’s psalm written by David felt like a sudden and sharp contrast. The lyrics are a very personal plea to God who is near, intimate, and personally known:
- I am devoted to you.
- You are my God.
- I give myself to you.
- I call…you will answer
- With all my heart I praise you
- I will give glory to you
- Your love for me is great
I am reminded this morning that our view of God is often dependent on our experience and perspective. I know many for whom God is a distant, angry, and judgmental entity because that’s the view they were presented when they were young. Others I know view God as a unknowable father who has abandoned them. For some, God is simply a stranger they’ve heard about from many different people but have never personally met.
I feel much more like David. My experience is of a thirty plus year relationship with an intimate, personal Father God of love, compassion, grace, mercy, provision, forgiveness, and patience. The songs of my heart sound much more like David and little like those of Asaph.
God is not that far off. God is longing to know and be known. As Jesus said, “Ask, and it will be given. Seek, and you will find. Knock, and the door will be opened.” I have found along the journey that there is a difference between observing God from a distance and actually asking, seeking, and knocking.
- A Lesson in Asaph’s Unique Lyric Style (tomvanderwell.wordpress.com)
- The Healthy Act of Human Expression (tomvanderwell.wordpress.com)
- A Scared Child Clinging to His Father’s Hand (tomvanderwell.wordpress.com)
- These Fat Cats (ccalachua.wordpress.com)
- Father Patrick Boylan’s Introduction to Psalm 63 (stjoeofoblog.wordpress.com)
- Asaph, The Worship Leader (blakeericadams.wordpress.com)